In the blue and in the white
and I still missed you
Lying on my linen and amidst the crowd
and I still missed you
In the Grail of Love with my wife and my whore
and I still missed you
Begged for long and lavished for long
but you still mocked me
Where was I and where I had to be
the questions never ended but I still missed you
Death came all by my side
and I still couldn't find you
You were me who I had to be
but .....I so missed you
