She walked in the room and sat beside him, the place was
overcrowded and their thighs touched each other. Everybody was waiting for the
screening of a short film. She asked him, “did you guys made this film?”He said,
“Yes we did” .Who knew life would change for both of them after this simple exchange of words.
Each time they met, they slipped into an intimacy and
closeness they could not stop as if the river just flowed, as if someone had opened
the latch, as if there was something more important than taking in air.
They had to go out for dinner; she struggled with strings on
the back of her dress and he sitting on a slouchy sofa in the dim lit room admired
her between the strings through the gossamer curtains. She walked out of the
room and suddenly their conversations turned into an altercation ,I don’t
remember the reason.Why I don’t remember it now, I don’t have a reason for
that. They got tired and slowly the twilight turned into a quiet night .It was
not so quiet as the dogs were barking somewhere near the watchman’s hut but
still an known silence had taken a huge
space inside the house. She had loosened those strings as they were not
required anymore and was lying on the bed clutching a pillow close to her
bosom. He walked in and looked at her back and then gradually moved his hand around
her waist to make her face him and as she looked up he held her close to him
and snuggled his face between her bosoms. The night was sultry and some breeze
came from a wooden window on their left, teasing the sweat between their bodies. He
told her about his childhood pranks and hurts, distant family and close friends, his failures and punishments
and those scars which have made him what he is today. He cried in her solace as
if he was a lost wanderer fooled by the mirages of life and was finally resting
in the shades of palm.They fell asleep gradually and in the morning
she found a note on the bed. What was in the note I don’t know but she had a
grin.
She was waiting for him in a café which was at a walking
distance from her place and as it had been raining the whole day she had carried
her lilac umbrella with her .She was wearing a yellow knee length dress which
had tiny white flowers on the hemline and her hair were still wet .He walked in
as if he did not care that she existed and then sat opposite to her and ordered
two lattes without asking her. He watched her sip as her lips touched the rim
of the cup and how she kept the cup back on the table. He did not say a word and
just penned her beauty down in his thoughts which enticed his eyes, the beauty
which had no reason of its existence; it just existed as it had to. He left
paying the bill and she left with one hand holding the umbrella and the other had
white lilies. Somewhere in those moments between opening the lock on the door and
before entering the house she decided to sit on the porch and watch the rain as
it falls. Her hands rested between her legs and her toes were getting wet with
each drop. She wanted to have his child not because she wanted a child to
mother, not because she wanted a marriage not because she was a woman but she
wanted to know him since innocence .Rain had stopped and she went inside.
They never met after that evening. They were the young
lovers of the spring who had lost their way in the summer heat and when the
rains came the world got greener and they turned grey.Although I believe in one of those winters they will grow a
sapling because fertile thoughts are not dependent on seasons.
This is hands down your best piece. Free as water. and very fulfilling. I have not read anything like this in ages, loved it!
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ReplyDeletebeautiful. intricately observed details of objects that are used and felt. the last para is particularly very beautiful.
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